four poems about love or the blast from the past
short flashes that i've put onto paper during our funart sessions at istrocon 2003. hot stuff, no revisions. actualy, quixote (the jedi) a friend of mine asked me to put them here. enjoy :-)
# date: 1998-03-01
# comment: definitely, the perfect expression of the falling in love for the first time confusion
Are You Under?
I like it like it is
Just gimme it like it is
All the things like they are
I like You the way You are
I like You
Time is running faster
Since I have found out
That something strange happens
But I'm happy all inside
I feel good
Sometimes it's so cold
But better when it's hot
I wonder if You know
'Bout all of the feelings
I hope so
I want it like it is
Just gimme it like it is
All the things like they are
I want You the way You are
I want You
You said You're under
So where You realy are?
I just wanna know it
'Cause I realy want to find
The face of You
But do I realy need You?
Do I need the heat?
Seems like impossible to stop it
Once You've given it
And we both have
I love it like it is
Just gimme it like it is
All the things like they are
I love You the way You are
Just You
# date: 1998-08-04
# comment: the same relationship, oppositely at the time of falling apart. what is special on this piece, it stands for breaking in two phases. first two strophes come from the difficult times of 'whatta hell is going on? something is wrong now...' - a hot cup of tea. the rest was written several months later, realising that life is completely different now - the recall.
Instant Review
You never promissed
You haven't ever told a word to me
But I always thought
Your eyes wouldn't lie to me
You were always right
There is something between us
Even if you seem not to care
Anyway, who said life is fair
As matter of fact
You are no more around
You left dust to set as before
It's just me and my soul
Nothing is same
It's someone else in the mirror
Nomore the one I used to know
My view of world is now different
Less, and more confused
You know - at the same time
And with each answer I reach
Two questions are in the line
I can feel the power of experience
Undiscovered is always attractive
But sometimes first immpresions are good
And then experience causes me pain
But who am I going to blame?
# date: 1998-09-11
# comment: connection closed by foreign host
You and I
You
Died for me
That's the reason to cry
Cause I wanted to live for you
You
Were too ideal
Never dreamed about
Never believed it could be truth
I
Do know now
I will never find
Someone who'd be like you
# date: 2000-06-08
# comment: walking the sunny afternoon i realised, whoops i lost my head again :)
Body Urge
What do you think will make you satisfied
I feel fulfilled by pair of deep eyes
Eyes they kill you when their look is sad
Don't dice with eyes 'cause your chance is bad
Eyes they warm you up - with smile they dance
Eyes they comfort you, with trust go thru fence
What would you need for best performance
For me important in love are your hands
Hands that hold you, don't let you sink
Sometimes I need it when my glasses are pink
Strong and then gentle when danger is fixed
Warm, soft to ensure passion's not missed
What is the reason that keeps you in hits
I can't imagine love without lips
Soft, wet and tender, then ruby wild
My sweet desire, which you can't hide
Calm me by words and heat me with smile
Before you leave kiss me goodbye
At least as beutiful is whole your body
In shape and color, trust me, every curve
But what is body without intelligence and wit
I need your proximity as much as I nead to hear
Your attitude, expression of your emotions
Description of imaginations in your fantasy
It ain't body urge it's simlpy the need of you...
i wish you were here in the bra cat onto my paper with no bra and lot of cat
i feel the cat is warm and furry it's a pitty it's a pitty if a cat is not
in the sunshine beneath the three so why do i still walk past?
soft is the path underfoot in the green grass be carefull not to step on flowers
two missed calls where did the charge of my battery gone?
fresh colour made your face live and then die again
now i got it a picture of you right on the palm of my hand
#comment: dedicated to my michelle
in your arms and there's nothing left to say there's nothing left (everything is just right)
